Friday, February 1, 2008

SHIVAM MERA YAR

Meri Umr 18 saal hai, main kunwaari yuvti hoon. Maine 12th ka exam diya hai. Main apne bare mein yeh batana jaroori samajhti hoon ki meri family kaafi advance hai, aur mujhe kisi prakaar ki bandish nahin lagayee jaati. Main apni marzi se jeena pasand karti hoon. Apne hi dhang se fashionable kapade pehan-na mera shauk hai. Aur kyonki main Mummy Papa ki iklauti beti hoon isliye kisi ne bhi mujhe is tarah ke kapade pehan-ne se nahin roka. School aane jaane ke liye mujhe ek driver ke saath car mili huee thi. Waise to Mummy mujhe drive karne se mana karti thee, magar main aksar driver ko ghoomne ke liye bhej deti aur khud hi car lekar sair karne nikal jaati thee.School mein padhne waala ek ladka mera dost thaa. Uske paas ek achchi si bike thee. Magar wo kabhi kabhi hi bike lekar aata thaa, jab bhi wo bike lekar aata main uske peeche baith kar uske saath ghoomne jaati. Aur jab uske paas bike nahin hoti to main uske saath car mein baith kar ghoomne ka anad uthaati. Driver ko maine paise dekar mana kar rakhkha thaa ki ghar par mummy ya papa ko na bataye ki main akeli car lekar apne dost ke saath ghoomne jaati hoon. Is prakaar use dohra faida hota thaa, k or to use paise bhi mil jaate the aur doosri or use akele ghoomne ka mauka bhi mil jaaya karta thaa. Do baje school se chutti ke baad aksar main apne dost ke saath nikal jaati thee aur kareeb 6-7 bajte bajte ghar pahunch jaati thee. Ek prakaar se mera ghoomna bhi ho jaata thaa aur ghar waalo ko kuch kehne ka mauka bhi nahin milta thaa. Mere dost ka naam to main batan hi bhool gayee. Uska naam shivam hai. Shivam ko main man hi man pyaar karti thee aur shivam bhi mujhse pyaar karta thaa, magar na to maine kabhi usse pyaar ka izhaar kiya aur na hi usne. Uske saath pyaar karne mein mujhe koiee jhijhak mehsoos nahin hoti thee. Mujhe yaad hai ki pyaar ki shuruaat bhi maine hi ki thee jab ham dono bike mein baith kar ghoomne jaa rahe the. Main peeche baithi huee thee jab maine romanticbaat karte hue uske gaal par kiss kar liya. Aisa maine bhavuk ho kar nahin balki uski jhijhak door karne ke liye kiya thaa. Wo isse pehle pyaar ki baat karne mein bhi bahut jhijhakta thaa. Ek baar uski jhijhak door hone ke baad mujhe laga ki uski jhijahk door karke maine theek nahin kiya. Kyonki uske baad to usne mujhse itni shararat karni shuru kar di ki kabhi to mujhe maza aa jaata thaa aur kabhi us par gussa. Magar kul milakar mujhe uski shararat bahut achchi lagti thee. Uski inhi sab baato ke kaaran main use pasand karti thee aur ek prakaar se maine apna tan man uske naam kar diya thaa. Ek din main uske saath car mein thee. Car wohi drive kar raha thaa. Ekaek ek sunsaan jagah dekhkar sne car rok di aur meri or dekhte hue bola, “Achchi jagah hai na ! chaaro taraf andhera aur peh paudhe hain. Mere khayaal se pyaar karne ki isse achchi jagah ho hi nahin sakti.” Yeh kehte hue usne mere hontho ko choomna chaaha to main usse door hatne lagi. Usne mujhe baahon mein kas liya aur mere hontho ko zor se apne hontho mein dabakar choosna shuru kar diya. Main jabran uske hontho ki giraft se aazad ho kar boli, “Chhodo, mujhe saans lene mein taqleef ho rahi hai.” Usne mujhe chhod to diya magar meri choochi par apna ek haath rakh diya. Main samajh rahi thee ki aaj iska man poori tarah romantic ho chukka hai. Maine kaha, “Main to us din ko ro rahi hoon jab maine tumhare gaal par kiss karke apne liye musibat paida kar li. Na main tumhe iss karti aur na tum itna khulte.” “Tumse pyaar to main kaafi samay se karta thaa. Magar us din ke baad se main yeh poori tarah jaan gaya ki tum bhi mujhse pyaar karti ho. Vaise ek baat kahon, tum ho hi itni haseen ki tumhe pyaar kiye bina mera man nahin maan-ta hai.”Wo meri choochi ko dabane laga to main boli, “Ummmmm kyon daba rahe ho ise? Chhodo na, mujhe kuchh kuchh hota hai.” “Kya hota hai?” wo aur bhi zor se dabate hue bola, main kya bolti, ye to mere man ki ek feeling thee jise shabdo mein keh paana mere liye mushkil thaa. Ise main kewal anubhav kar rahi thee. Wo meri choochi ko badastoor masalte dabate hue bola, “Bolo na kya hota hai?”“Ummmmm ufffffff meri samajh mein nahin aa raha hai ki main is feeling ko kaise vyakt karoon. Bas samajh lo ki kuchh ho raha hai.” Wo meri choochi ko pehle ki tarah dabata aur masalta raha. Phir mere hontho ko kiss karne laga. Main uske hontho ke chumban se kich kuch garma hone lagi. Jo mauka hame sanyog se mila thaa uska faida uthaane ke liye main bhi vyaakul ho gayee. Tabhi usne mere kapado ko utaarne ka upkram kiya. Honth ko mukt kar diya thaa. Main uski or dekhte hue muskuraane lagi. Aisa maine uska haunsala badhaane ke liye kiya thaa. Taaki use ehsaas ho jaaye ki use mera support mil raha hai. Meri muskurahat ko dekhkar uske chehre par bhi muskurahat dikhaayee dene lagi. Wo aaraam se mere kapade utaarne laga, pehle uska haath meri choochi par hi thaa so wo meri choochi ko hi nanga karne laga. Main hole se boli, “Mera vichaar hai ki tumhe apni bhaavnaaon par kaabu karna chahiye. Pyaar ki aisi deewaangi achchi nahin hoti.”Usne mere kuchh kapade utaar diye. Phir meri bra kholte hue bola, “Tumhari mast jawaani ko dekhkar agar main apne aap par kaabu paa loon to mere liye ye ek ajoobe ke saman hoga.” Maine man mein socha ki abhi tumne meri jawaani ko dekha hi kahan hai. Jab dekh loge to pata nahin kya haal hoga. Magar main kewal muskuraayee. Wo mere mamme ko nanga kar chukka thaa. Dono choochiyon mein aisa tanaav aa gaya thaa us waqt tak ki uske dono nipple akad kar aur thhos ho gaye the. Aur suee ki ttarah tan gaye the. Wo ek pal dekh kar hi itna uttejit ho gaya thaa ki usne nipple samet poori choochi ko hatheli mein sameta aur kas kas kar dabane laga. Ab main bhi uttejit hone lagi thee. Uski harkato se mere armaan bhi machalne lage the. Maine uske hontho ko kiss karne ke baad pyaar se kaha, “Chhod do na mujhe. Tum daba rahe ho to mujhe gudgudi ho rahi hai. Pata nahin meri choochiyon mein kya ho raha hai ki dono choochiyon mein tanaav sa bharta jaa raha hai. Please chhod do, mat dabao.” Wo muskura kar bola, “Mere badan ke ek khaas hisse mein bhi to tanaav bhar gaya hai. Kaho to use nikaal kar dikhaoon?”Main samajh nahin payee ki wo kiski baat kar raha hai. Magar eka ek wo apni pant utaarne laga to main samajh gayee aur mere chehre par sharm ki laalo phail gayee. Wo kismein tanaav aane ki baat kar raha thaa use ab main poori tarah samajh gayee thee. Mujhe sharm ka ehsaas bhi ho raha thaa aur ek prakaar ka romanch bhi saare badan mein anubhav ho raha thaa. Main use mana karti reh gayee magar usne apna kaam karne se khud ko nahin roka, aur apni pant utaar kar hi maana. Jaise hi usne apna underwear bhi utaara to maine jaldi se nigaah fer li.

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